dear mr.myfuckinglife

2010 was a super short year. well at least 2nd half was super short. 

to describe it in one word... success? or failure?..... it was a success

unfortunately not really a delicious success but overall it was more positive than negative

lets say if i was level 3 in jan 1st 2010 then at this point, im now level 4 or even maybe 5

and oh wow thats a big improvement

so im very proud of myself :) but i wish i couldve started this self-improvement process a bit earlier

like 5 years earlier haha but it still feels nice even if i was a bit late

in 2010 about the only negative was getting caught with dui but it ended in a positive note i would say 

so it works out i guess, i mean hopefully it works out with immigration cuz then it really did work out

well another negative would be no girlfriend again this year. but hopefully 2011 is the fuckin year 

please 2011 

anyways being able to drink legally feels very nice

i hope i never get used to this nice feeling cuz its just so nice ;p

i hope to quit cigarettes in 2011 but i know i really dont have enough conviction to quit yet

i just wish my lungs hold out until then

2010... to be honest i dont really remember much. all i know is i had lots of fun though so thanks

but i know i also faced lots of hardships so fuck you 2010! i thought it was totally gonna be my year with a nice girlfriend and no dui

so 2011 im counting on you brother! i hope i get to like you more than 2010

i have a feeling ill get to like you more than 2010 too. ;)

and 2010... it was still a great year anyway so thank you for taking good care of me! ill dearly miss you. foreals

WOW LINKIN PARK

YOU DID IT DAWG!! i love this song

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and the lyrics i likey likey!

EDC M FUCKER

new school semester is very exciting. i feel so much better after dropping my accounting class. i just had to wake up too early for that class. summer has finally come for me. i could feel that its summer. my room is so hot when my sisters room is so chill. i dont know why. anyways my speech class is going swell~ people are nice and we often get in groups where i show off my funny-ness. the chicks dig me oh yeah. just kidding i wish. well dividing up into groups is actually nice because i get to meet new people and i feel im in a tv show, like community. speaking of community when is it coming back? i miss brita and jeff. abed is such a funny guy too. my brains still hurting from edc, fuckkk. these days when im tired or sleepy, i get this sensation on my brain and its baaad. i feel real light headed and when i smoke a cigarette it gets even more light headed. and when i feel lightheaded i get this like unable to function brain and i dont wanna do anything. i just want to go back to sleep. I never had this symptom from rolling before. well i never really rolled two days in a row too. i was thinking this could be my last time rolling, but after edc i changed my mind. i want to go to hard summer. definitely i will be more prepared this time. ima be working out like a week before, take vitamins and supplements, nourish my body with some real food instead of junk food. you know? and go there with a hardcore raver mentality. the kind of mentality that says i dont give a fuck about tomorrow im gonna fuck shit up today. daaamn edc was so tight. like it felt really different from other times when i went to a rave because other times we went, i was in with stephanie suzie and damn all pretty much crazy ravers and stuff. but this time it was just with daniel and allen although we met up with them later. it was more like chilling which i didnt like. i was hoping everyone would be really hyped up by the end and all going crazy but i got real tired towards the end. and people were just not hyped up enough. i was like wtf. because we usually like met up at their house and stuff. like get really hyped up before going and when we actually get there we are real fuckin crazy and all but this time awkwardness continued to the end. fuckin i dont know why. but i know it wasnt all me just being awkward i hate that shit. i thought we came to party and shit. so i wanna make it up with hard summer. go fuckin crazy meet a fuckin girl or something. HARD SUMMER IM COMING BITCH!!!!

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